I am no longer that LOH LEYI u knew~

I feel so left out lately when i hang around wif them..I guess i am no longer suitable for them..I'd changed..To be someone that is not that "crazy" n funny..I turn out to be someone tat is more serious..? or shud i say mature..?They said they care abt me..They said I am the president of that very gang..but i dun relli think so..Cuz they dun relli listen to me..Furthermore..i dun mingle wif them tat much lately..but wif other gangs of frens..I dun have that comfortable feel that i used to have when being wif them anymore..i dun feel the real happiness that used to burn strongly last time..I dunno wat happened..Maybe things changed and ppl changed..Maybe they r no more those best buddies i noe..Or maybe i am no longer the old LEYI they knew..I am in the same class wif them and sometimes i felt tortured by their hypocricy..I juz dun get it..Why shud they wear masks and act like they like her so much when they even hate her to the bone..They act like they r best buddies in front of ppl..==..I juz couldnt do that for i am oways n i mean..ALWAYS true to all my frens..I'll try my best to understand them..n LOVE them..although i noe it's not easy..~