I am no longer that LOH LEYI u knew~

I feel so left out lately when i hang around wif them..I guess i am no longer suitable for them..I'd changed..To be someone that is not that "crazy" n funny..I turn out to be someone tat is more serious..? or shud i say mature..?They said they care abt me..They said I am the president of that very gang..but i dun relli think so..Cuz they dun relli listen to me..Furthermore..i dun mingle wif them tat much lately..but wif other gangs of frens..I dun have that comfortable feel that i used to have when being wif them anymore..i dun feel the real happiness that used to burn strongly last time..I dunno wat happened..Maybe things changed and ppl changed..Maybe they r no more those best buddies i noe..Or maybe i am no longer the old LEYI they knew..I am in the same class wif them and sometimes i felt tortured by their hypocricy..I juz dun get it..Why shud they wear masks and act like they like her so much when they even hate her to the bone..They act like they r best buddies in front of ppl..==..I juz couldnt do that for i am oways n i mean..ALWAYS true to all my frens..I'll try my best to understand them..n LOVE them..although i noe it's not easy..~

Frenships~

What is frenship..?Your relationship wif a fren..?It's more than that..Frenship is caring~honesty~generousity and of cuz loyalty..But i have doubts for that..I've met all types of frens...Frens that were caring, dependable n yes~EVIL~!!!(nah la..juz those that i strongly dislike)..My teacher said, there r two types of frens in this world..type number 1.Frens that only share joy wif u but not ur troubles. 2.Frens that will go through wif u the thicks n thins of lives(which means will be wif u no matter what..) Well~i have frens type number 1 and 2..And of cuz i like type number 2 more cuz i noe frens like them come only once in a lifetime..And i will try my best to appreciate and treasure them..And actually i am ok wif frens number type 1 ...as long as they dun do anything bad to me...xD!!!I felt so happy and touched when they celebrated my birthday together..Althought it was juz a simple chocolate cake,it was sooo awesome beyond words..It was the best cake I've ever had...And thank you all for the beautiful birthday card,doughnuts, gifts and posters but paiseh i din get into the top 3..=p..I can feel it whether one is my true fren or not...Not wif my eyes..but wif my heart..Some ppl u have to see them wif ur heart becuz that feeling is the most realistic and important of all..