I wanna tell her that~(corrected version)

What's that sinking feeling?..What's that feeling when your heart is already broken and u still have to pick the pieces up and stick them all together again?...I once had a true fren..She listened to english songs becuz of me~We could talk on the phone for hours~!!..We been thru thick and thins of life together~When I was down,she would oways be there to consol or coax me~She would have done anything for me~ BUT now~things changed~She is no longer the gurl I noe..I admit I'd said stupid things that provoked her..I'd suffered for 1 whole month of her cold attitude towards me~I went all out~I wrote a letter to apologize~Try to talk to her~Even give her a warm smile when i noe i would get a cold shoulder from her..Just when I was about the give up on her, she came to me and showed me forgiveness.I was very very happy on that day..As the saying goes..All good things must come to and end~She began to act cold towards me again~Today during recess at the canteen..She even shouted.跟她讲话，不如叫我去死！！？(which means i'd rather go die than talking to her)..My heart of cuz broke once again~I could even hear the cracking sound and OUCH!!! I dun understand why she would act like that towards me~If you noe would u give me answer?..~Just as I was abt to give up, she gave me hope,then she turned her back against me again~My heart couldnt take any of these anymore..So I've decided to make her invisible in my eyes~I have to have a heart of steel instead of a fregile heart...Cuase I REALLY DUN NEED THIS!!!

I wanna tell her that~

What's that sinking feeling?..What's that feeling when your heart is already broken and u still have to pick the pieces up and stick them all together again?...I once had a true fren..She listened to english songs becuz of me~We could talk on the phone for hours~!!..We been thru thick and thins of life together~When I was down,she would oways be there to consol or coax me~She would have done anything for me~ BUT now~things changed~She is no longer the gurl I noe..I admit I'd said stupid things to provoked her..I'd suffered for 1 whole month of her cold attitude towards me~I went all out~I wrote a letter to apologize~Try to talk to her~Even give her a warm smile when i noe i would get a cold shoulder from her..Just when I was about the give up on her, she came to me and showed me forgiveness.I was very very excited on that day..As the saying goes..All good things must come to and end~She began to act cold towards me again~Today during recess at the canteen..She even shouted.跟她讲话，不如叫我去死！！？(which means i'd rather go die than talking to her)..My heart of cuz broke once again~I could even hear the cracking sound and OUCH!!! I dun understand why she would act like that towards me~If you noe would u give me answer?..~Just as I was abt to give up, she gave me hope,then she turned her back against me again~My heart couldnt take any of these anymore..So I've decided to make her invisible in my eyes~I have to have a heart of steel instead of a fregile heart...Cuase I REALLY DUN THIS!!!